Yesterday I signed the confidentiality agreement for the reality show that I will be competing on. That means I cannot talk or write about it. But I will confess that I am a little nervous about it. And I think that is healthy and to be expected. I have decided to focus more on doing well and enjoying the experience instead of winning. After seven years of auditioning for different reality shows, I am finally getting my big break. So I already consider myself a winner. But being crowned king of the competition would be nice, too.